today i ran the farthest i have ever ran in my entire life. foo real mannn. four miles. what an accomplishment for me :) wheee, i got complimented todayy too. it feels good to be underestimated when i can PROVE them wrong. I proved to myself today that i can tackle XC right in it's face. :) so happy, but today's run brought a lot of regrets and past urhh memories and what if's. not fun to think about, but i accomplished something from my life's list today. to survive xc. i've done it guys, and im so proud of myself...for once. like seriously, i never get the chance to be proud and yet here i am. :D yayyuhh. so yeah, this girl was like wow, i didn't know u can run, u really surprised me today. One lady i have to thank though is carmen. i was soo close to giving up cause i didn't wanna run that stupid uphill, but she like talked me into not giving up. thanks girlie, i owe u one. foo real. words can be so powerful at certain times, that's foo shoo. well, that's it for today's blog. :) i wanna go watch now i pronounce u chuck and larry and hairspray yay uhhh! | 
